I am Indigo

Wednesday, September 1, 2010

Love you Emmy Pie!

I've been thinking upon what Neva Howell calls the feedback loop. I like this concept, that we can only receive as much as we give, and we can only give as much as we are capable of receiving. So in my pondering of how this affects my own work, I have found myself being guided to honour other Indigo Adults at their work. As we spread the honouring of each other, the feedback loops expand more and more.

This new series of articles is for all of us Indigos who have come here to change the world. We do it in our own, individual and perfect ways. And most of the time, we don't even realise we are doing anything out of the ordinary. It's just who we are. How beautiful! The struggles we have on the way to success are all a part of the overall Journey, and it gives others something to relate to, when times are tough for them too. I love seeing an Indigo Adult who is moving out / has moved out the other side of the tough stuff. In our difference, we DO have similarities, and I am proud to be amongst other amazing People of Power.

I've been working on a story about a fascinating couple of pop star Indigos, but that can wait, because right now, I wish to honour a very very special beautiful Indigo Woman who is not so famous, but equally as awesome.

My dear friend Emmy is one of my oldest friends. She is an amazing Mama, birth carer, friend and fun-haver! She's got style oozing from every move she makes. She's gorgeous! 

Emmy & Me
Together Again!
Emmy is an Indigo Woman with passion for funky design and an ability to be BIG in her tiny-ness. Her work with babes and Mamas is empowering not just for those Mamas and their babies, but in the entire flow of energies; the Red Thread grids that flow outward and connect with the threads of other women and children the world over. That is the work she does, even without seeing the immediate power. 

When I first met Emmy I was so inspired by this groovy, beautiful aware woman. Her babes are totally cool and the way they all interact together is blissful! I remember being totally taken by her approach to BEing a Mama, and so wished to be like her! 

That inspiration fed my own growth and before long I was birthing babies and Emmy was right by my side. She is an amazingly caring doula and has a totally natural and intuitive connection to new babes like no one else I've ever seen.

At my first birth, Emmy went out of her way to make sure we had beautiful, flash free, black and white photos of the first moments of life. How crushed she was when the moron at the photo shop processed the film as coloured, and we lost everything. True love and care. We cried together. You are so beautiful my Emmy.

Black & Bling - #30
My B'day Prezzie to Emmy Babe - Black & Bling!
After my second birth, Emmy and I lost each other! Each of our souls were visiting with black nights. I yearned for connection but she was not really there and nor was I. How we could both be in such deva-states and not know it about each other I don't know - that is what happens when the dark creeps in, I suppose.

And then one fine sunny day at a music festival, there she was, just cruising the strip with a new tattoo. Ah! Together again! And I too had a new tattoo so there we were again the same. Now we haven't forgotten. Now we have found each other again. Yay! I could not have had a wedding without you there Emmy Pie!

Emmy, you are awesome in your individual-ness. I love you just the way you are! On this your 30th birthday week, I am so proud to have been a part of your amazing life, to have been an ear to hear and to have your shoulder to rest upon. I love your ever changing pics on Facebook and your funny videos. I love seeing you and your beautiful friends - oh so far away from me - carving up the hilarity. You rock woman!

To all the amazing Indigo Women who have been up and down a few tough roads, I honour you. We have strength in numbers. When it feels as though you are all alone, you are not. We are all out here doing our work. Connect to the Red Thread and you will find us. Our connection is Real. Thankyou for being you and doing what you do. The world wouldn't be the same without you. Bless. 

Monday, August 23, 2010

Why worry???

Just a quick note Dear Ones,

Mass Consciousness is a powerful thing as we well know.

What an amazing powerful day Saturday was as the whole Nation of thinking Peoples was focused on the Perfect Outcome - regardless of what you think 'the Perfect Outcome' is, what matters most is that we were all thinking upon it on the same day... What a powerful consciousness that creates, and as so many of us sat on our couches on Saturday night until all hours hoping for a result, we were all tuning into a frequency of the same - of wanting the Right Outcome for the nation.

On Saturday night, watching the election coverage, as I noticed a momentary fear rising when I thought 'this is all not going to be so clear as we had hoped' - I brought it into check just as quick. I refused to be caught up in the story of 'this must be the way it must be.' I re-tuned myself to Trusting the Process.

Dear Hearts, the votes have been cast and whatever happens will happen. We cannot change it now. What we can do is Trust that the Process of Perfection is unfolding just the way it is supposed to. There are many roads we have the chance to take - but Universal Order means that regardless of the road, we will eventually end up in the same place (think that Sliding Doors movie). It's how we choose to get there that matters. You can take the worry road (it's bumpy and you'll probably get car sick at some point!) or you can take the Loving, Trusting Road (much smoother with flowers in the fields you pass along the way!) and the 'Perfect Outcome' will get there one way or another.

If you choose to subscribe to the confusion that so many people are currently caught up in as the next few days unfold, you too will be adding to that mass consciousness of confusion and fear - is that what you want to anchor into the land here in Australia? I choose not to let this story of confusion be my own.

I choose to be a part of the consciousness that says that what is Perfect in Divine Fruition will BE. IS BEING right now. I wonder if all this confusion is just a reminder that we are the ones who create our own Destiny. We can Be the Change we want to see in the world. Relying on someone else, no matter how powerful they seem to be is not the answer. Personal responsibility is the key to Divine Sovereignty, and politicians have nothing to do with that!

So I invite you, over the next few days as the Full Moon peaks in Pisces, the sign who reminds us of our Interconnectedness and power to Dream, to Imagine a world where Divine Perfection is played out every step of the way - and perhaps we can raise a mass consciousness of Loving the Process - regardless of what we thought the outcome 'should' have been.

I prefer a consciousness of Love and Trust. Do you?