Tuesday, September 27, 2011

A story for the heart strings...

This is not my story. You may have seen it on its rounds of Facebook and other social media. It touched me so deeply I just had to share. Thank You to whoever wrote this.

Stories of Real Beauty and honest Faith, from innocent babes move me to tears. As I read this story tears rolled and rolled down my cheeks. One cannot help think of our own babes and family in such a situation, and just how important Love is.


"When I saw a cashier hand this little boy his money back, the boy couldn't have been more than 5 or 6 years old. The Cashier said, 'I'm sorry, but you don't have enough money to buy this doll.'

The little boy turned to the old woman next to him, 'Granny, are you sure I don't have enough money?'

She replied, 'You know that you don't have enough money to buy this doll, my dear.' Then she asked him to stay there for just 5 minutes while she went to look around. She left quickly. The little boy was still holding the doll in his hand. 

Finally, I walked toward him and I asked him who he wished to give this doll to. 'It's the doll that my sister loved most and wanted so much for Christmas. She was sure that Santa Claus would bring it to her.' 

I replied to him that maybe Santa Claus would bring it to her after all, and not to worry. But he replied to me sadly. 'No, Santa Claus can't bring it to her where she is now. I have to give the doll to my mommy so that she can give it to my sister when she goes there.' His eyes were so sad while saying this, 'My Sister has gone to be with God. Daddy says that Mommy is going to see God very soon too, so I thought that she could take the doll with her to give it to my sister.'

My heart nearly stopped. The little boy looked up at me and said, 'I told daddy to tell mommy not to go yet. I need her to wait until I come back from the mall.' 

Then he showed me a very nice photo of himself. He was laughing. He then told me 'I want mommy to take my picture with her so she won't forget me. I love my mommy and I wish she didn't have to leave me, but daddy says that she has to go to be with my little sister.' 

Then he looked again at the doll with sad eyes, very quietly. I quickly reached for my wallet and said to the boy. 'Suppose we check again, just in case you do have enough money for the doll!'

'OK' he said, 'I hope I do have enough.' I added some of my money to his without him seeing and we started to count it. There was enough for the doll and even some spare money. The little boy said, 'Thank you God for giving me enough money!' 

Then he looked at me and added, 'I asked last night before I went to sleep for God to make sure I had enough money to buy this doll, so that mommy could give it to my sister. He heard me! I also wanted to have enough money to buy a white rose for my mommy, but I didn't dare to ask God for too much. But He gave me enough to buy the doll and a white rose. My mommy loves white roses.' A few minutes later, the old lady returned and I left with my basket. I finished my shopping in a totally different state of mind from when I started.

I couldn't get the little boy out of my mind. Then I remembered a local newspaper article two days ago, which mentioned a drunk man in a truck, who hit a car occupied by a young woman and a little girl. The little girl died right away and the mother was left in a critical state. The family had to decide whether to pull the plug on the life-sustaining machine because the young woman would not be able to recover from the coma. Was this the family of the little boy? 

Two days after this encounter with the little boy I read in the newspaper that the young woman had passed away. I couldn't stop myself as I bought a bunch of white roses and I went to the funeral home where the body of the young woman was for people to see and make last wishes before her burial. She was there, in her coffin, holding a beautiful white rose in her hand with the photo of the little boy and the doll placed over her chest. 

I left the place, teary-eyed, feeling that my life had been changed forever. The love that the little boy had for his mother and his sister is still, to this day, hard to imagine, and in a fraction of a second, a drunk driver had taken all this away from him."

Monday, September 26, 2011

New Moon Energies : Libra

This Libra New Moon is all about Connection and Relationships. It's about connecting with People who really See You and treat You as the Person of Power You are, rather than what anyone else wants You to be. There is room for sudden changes, new ideas and a jump in your independence. So embrace the Celestial Wisdom of the Stars this month and empower yourSelf as fully as You are meant to Be. Libra gives the opportunity to consciously balance and align with what You want and need. 

Libra supports Justice and a want to make things Real. You may feel a need more than usual to speak your Truth to those who cannot or have not heard You before. This is fabulous, and don't let the fear of not being heard, or the fear of 'coming on too strong' hinder You from this process. My favourite mantra recently has been “Speak the Truth even if your voice shakes” because I Know as a matter of Real Fact, that when I Do, the Right result is created for mySelf. Speaking Truth is not about making sure others understand You, because sometimes, they're just not on your level, and they just can't hear what You have to say. But speaking your Truth IS about keeping on your own Right course, and not getting swayed by others. 

In my facilitated Red Tent Circle for this New Moon, we will Be working with the Clan Mothers through meditation and Ceremony to opening to the knowledge of the All, and learning ever more that We are All One. You may join us in the same Vision Journey with the Oneness is One-Us Little Lesson Pack available at the Lessonary >>>

The energies of the past few weeks have been extreme to say the least. The finger points at the Solar activity in the form of flares and storms, and also the increased comet activity out in the Star Tracks. The recent Equinox also had strong energy to share; with an intention of balancing everything and everyone to ensure we're where we 'need to Be'. I'm exhausted, weary and ready for a rest! However, the guidance I have received is that there is no rest yet. We are working hard to integrate the energies and new Light Codes with our physical bodies – Light Bodies coming into Balance with our Physical AND Emotional Bodies, and so it is not uncommon to be experiencing all manner of clunks and crunks in your physical body, as well as all manner of emotional swings.

The recent Comet activity and Solar Flares are working to purge and cleanse the Earth. This isn't the Doom's Day story for crazy people. When we talk about purging and cleansing the Earth, it's really a way of saying that there is purging and cleansing for the Peoples of the Earth, since WE hold the Space here on this Planet. All the energy Work that is going on at the macrocosmic level in the Solar System, affects the Peoples of the Earth the same. It's just smaller or larger, depending on how much energy and Light we are capable of holding at this time. How do You become more capable of holding more Light? By integrating with the Light Codes. Read on.

For People who have suddenly shifted to a Higher Frequency over these weeks, You may be feeling disassociated from relationships from People You do not involve yourSelf with on a deep level often. Possibly also, You are finding that You are attracted to friendships with different people, leaving many 'old friends' behind, and perhaps even re-connecting with others that for a while there You just didn't understand. This is normal and okay, as we are making Space for the energy that we need to integrate, and have removed, once again, everything that does not need to Be.

I write often about our Physical Body and our Emotions having much to tell us about what we can do in this increasing energetic time. I wish to share more of this information with those who Hear.

I have noticed the tendency to manifest clunks and crunks and inflammations in the Physical Body when energy is flowing at an increased rate. Often this is due to the speed of the energy's flow into the Body, and the inability for the Body to process it at a similar speed. Inflammations and clunky bits are not necessarily 'bad' for us, but a simple reminder to take it a bit slower if You want this energy to integrate well. You do have the option, of course, of ignoring it, pushing the energy to the side with a 'I'll get back to that later' thoughtframe, however I'm sure You'll agree that You are continually hounded by the energies until You become open to receive with Grace. Oh, and that is much more comfortable!

In Australia, we are coming into the time of the Water element in my Priestess Path tradition, where All parts of nature require Water even more than usual to continue growth. Our bodies need this flow of liquid to help integrate the intense energies, and if we don't feed ourSelf with Water, we create blockages within the physical Self. Imagine the new/higher frequencies of energy needing pathways through the physical body to help connect the DNA and other growth and renewal at Cell level. The Water ensures the pathways are clear. As soon as they dry out, blocks and mounds begin to appear in your pathways, and the energy has nowhere to go. This will manifest as lumps in the body, build ups of lactic / acids, inflammation of joints etc.

Your Physical Body is trying to keep pathways open for the Light Body (which is changing at an unprecedented speed) to integrate. Pure Water is a must at this time. By Pure Water I don't mean tap water that is full of things such as flouride that inhibit your intuitive processes and keeps you literally in a Dark Body.... Pure Water increases the flow, moves the inflammation, and shifts the blocks that are stopping You integrating your light and Physical Bodies, and stopping the connection of the DNA that will take You to the Higher level of understanding necessary to 'evolve' consciousness, so that You are where You need to Be. What I mean by that is something that those People who have been keeping the pathways open will understand – your Truest Heart's Desire : your Purpose unfolds in front of You with Ease.

Also, use Blessed Water in your Sacred Space and Ceremonies to ensure that the flow of energy is allowed and increased at a vibrational level.
Purchase Lunation's Blessed Water here >>>

NB. I'm not a doctor obviously. I'm not claiming any grand knowledge of health on an orthodox level. However, I Know beyond all doubt, that All health dis-ease is caused by emotional and soul-ful issue (sometimes some People will take this on for the collective conscioucness as a part of their Work on this Earth). When You, the indivdual, take responsibility for your Power and Purpose, dis-ease disappears.

Movement and stretching is also an important tool in allowing the pathways to stay open. Sitting all day at work or in front of the TV for long periods at evening-time (which is the time of day when the body is preparing to open to the energies for integration) limit your pathways of integration, and will create more blocks. Instead, take the night-time to Be in Right Relationship with the People You Love, and if that's not an option, spend your attention on Being in Right Relationship with yourSelf. And get ample sleep! This is the Real Work of energy integration. See my e'Course Creating Sacred Spaces for more of this Work >>>


Emotions, Food and Integration.
Your Emotional Body has just as much to do with this Integration of Light Work as does your Physical Body. Food connects the two.

I'm sure that regular readers by now, don't need to be told about emotional blockage and what that will do to an otherwise health-full Physical Body. I do not have a shred of doubt in the Knowledge that all Physical Blocks are related to our relationship with our Emotions. The only Way to work this through is, as I have written many times, face the emotion, Work with it, and only then will You release the block’s it is creating within your Physical body and your Psyche.

Food plays a massive part in allowing us to keep hold of those emotional blocks. We gorge on hot foods when we are holding onto fear. We gorge on sugary foods when we don't like the 'hard work' of Life, and wish for a sweeter way. We gorge on chocolate when we crave Unity and One-ness, instead of finding it through Right Relationship and Truth. We excessively drink alcohol to keep the anger inside, down deep, where hopefully no one will See it, since it's not 'appropriate' to be negative in emotions.... We scoff meats in arrogance. We need icy foods to freeze and bind the movement of energy any further.... You get it, right?

Food = Plant and    (for some)    Animal Peoples.
If You want their help in really coming into Being, and Working in your Truth - as I said above, Being in right Relationship with your Self, then You must Be in Right Relationship with the Peoples of this Earth. When You 'crave' a food, identify the emotion it is attached to. And then go about connecting to the Plant or Animal Peoples in a Real manner of Being. Ritualise, See and Feel the message that is offered freely when You listen in Grace. See my Work on Food Grids for further info. >>>

So..., back to the Energies quickly:

Moon Seeding
New Moon in Libra : means well-balanced seeding of new intentions. Saturn is hanging around to ensure Personal responsibility and a need for stability. It's not the time for rash decisions, unless You are 100% sure You are working from a Space of Right Relationship and Truth.

Time spent in matters of Pleasure are of most benefit, particularly with those whom we Love and feel Connection to. Libra's sign is the scales, so it's about finding Balance and Right Relationships with All. Libra can sometimes use the balancing act as a way of distancing and keeping control of the situation. Speak honestly and rationally and the Truth will be the winner every time. Again, time spent on attention for what is Right for You, instead of wasting on useless crap is the way to go!

Relationships & Communication
Mercury in Libra means well-balanced, intelligent discussion. You will probably find yourSelf wanting to share equally with the People in your Space. Watch out for the tendency to go too far though, and end up pedaling worthless information and personal opinion instead. Will the People up in the big pointy house on the hill ever find a resolution for asylum seekers ?

As Venus moves into Scorpio, there is room for passion and regeneration. Take a bit of time to look at the benefits of your Relationships, even if You are feeling that it is hard to relate at this time. A moment spent honouring the value of others will deepen Relationships ten-fold this month.

Home and Work
It's the work of Uranus now that makes us suddenly rebel and decided that nothing is right, everything must be shifted and Power needs to be re-aligned. For those already Doing the Work of Responsibility for Self and Right Relationships, this may manifest as a sudden opening for you to See your Purpose, for You to suddenly be able to 'drop everything' and Work in line with Your Truest Heart's Desire. Watch out for that old friend or foe - the Ego - jumping up and trying to have its equal share in any rebellion that kicks into gear!

Full Moon in Aries
On the 12th September, Grandmother Moon shines Her Full Face outward to remind us that the Light always returns, even in the moments of exhaustion and confusion. Aries is Powerful and will charge ahead without warning, so be sure to keep your energy balanced in the lead up to this time. Aries is ruled by Mars, who is known as the god of War, but awakening Peoples know that War needs only to be an emotion we battle within ourselves. By facing our Self, and resisting the subscription to fear and the Unreal World, Mars becomes the Emissary of Peace, who can teach the way to move forward, without need for War. Mars works hard and fast, so call upon the Aries Full Moon to create the shifts You need.

So there is kind of more of the same this month, Meteoroid showers, Comets close to Earth, Solar Flares, Alignment, Light Code Activations all leading to October 28th : the so called actual End of the Mayan Calendar. So what we are heading toward is the time between time, and the Space where there is No Space. Those who connect to the Sabbats of the Seasons will understand the Power of this at the time of the Awakening (Beltane), as we move onward to the 11.11.11

Take it easy dear hearts, Be True to You, eat, drink and breathe well. Everything else will simply fall into place!

Monday, September 5, 2011

No Coincidence, Only Perfection

If there is one rule I hold to Be True over all else, it is that Everything happens for a Reason. Time and again I have found that every thing has meaning, every occurrence has Purpose, and every situation is Perfect. 

Of course, at times its hard to Know exactly what that 'Perfection' is right away. But in time its revealed. When I opened to this understanding, the more I believed this as Truth, the faster the Perfection was revealed. And so now I Know that there are no coincidences, there is only Perfection. As a confirmation to mySelf, the phrase is tattooed to my arm. This is very Real for Me. 

And so, I have been asking for the clarity to See the Perfection in a situation I knew was coming. I have a weekend of workshops planned for Melbourne, but coming up to the final week and still not enough bookings to make it worth the travel I have been asking 'What is the Perfection in this? What is the Reason?'

I can list a whole lot of outside reasons, problems with advertising, people in the database are busy, broke, not interested etc. But outside reasons have nothing to do with Me and my own learnings. And so, I ask, what reason am I not seeing. Perhaps the question could be better phrased : 'What is the learning that I have missed, or need to open to?' Understand dear Reader, that I don't believe in blame. I don't believe in 'poor me', and I don't believe in coincidence. I do believe in 'just not meant to Be', but with that my inquiring Indigo / Sagittarian mind asks at the same time - 'what is the reason that it is just not meant to Be?'

Business for me, like as in the real nuts and bolts of work and creating finances, has never been about the 'right things to do in business.' Anytime I've allowed the 'shoulds' of economics and marketing to guide my business moves, it has ended in drama, frustration and boredom all at once. I'm not built for the games of big-business. I'm just here to Be from the heart, to follow where I am called by the Stars and the Moon and the Earth and the Sun. It doesn't work for Me and my Company when I listen to the 'appropriate ways to incorporate work and business.'

And yet, You might think since I have learned this time and again, I might stop allowing decisions to be made by the promise of business growth in the old fashioned way. You might even think that I would stop with the glamour of what others might be able to offer. Because, if there's anything else I've learned within this Company, it's that relying on outside resources does not always help growth. Letting other entities latch and catch to this entity which I have created through lots of sweat and blood, always, always ends in grief! I have learned, that in matters of business, I must rely entirely upon mySelf to get it happening. And if I choose to outsource, it must be through very Real, very professional and very proven channels.

In saying that, I have collected a team of very wonder-full People who are very good at what they Do. I honour these People and keep them close, calling upon their services often and making fair and Real payment in return for service. For me, this is Real. I don't do business on favours and thank-yous. I believe in fair energy exchange, and professionalism above all things.  I have been reminded again that nothing worth having comes for free, and You get what You pay for. When there is no payment asked, how can one expect that anything of worth will be given..?

And so these are the things I already know about my Work. That I cannot function from a Real and Whole Space without feeling deep connection to All aspects of what I am Doing. That I must take matters into my own hands, or outsource to a trusted, proven entity who is very good at what they do. And that, everything happens for a Reason!

And so when the hundredth (possibly a Sagittarian exaggeration there - maybe closer to twentieth!) person wrote to me last week saying 'maybe next time you're presenting in Melbourne I'll be able to make it' I suddenly saw the Real-ness. Why did it take twenty people until I saw it? Because I was very still stuck on the expectation of 'should'. But by Friday, I had let go, I was open, and I received the understanding.

I don't feel a connection to Melbourne anymore. I grew up in Victoria, and spent half of my teens in Melbourne. I used to know the city like the back of my hand. I've swum in the Melbourne beaches, I've walked through the parks, and I have many blood-relations there. But the land does not call Me. Last year I went through some deep healing on Victorian land, more than once, and I feel that now, We are done. We have journeyed together for a long time, and She has taught me much. But We have been finished for some time now. It is not the Place or Space for Me. And so I can not Be there. 

And if I cannot Be there, I cannot teach there. I cannot share there. I cannot step onto land that I no longer feel a connection to, in the guise of sharing and Being, because I don't really want to Be there.

And so now I know why my workshops on the Gold Coast are heading towards booked out already (and they're not on til November) while I have struggled to make numbers in Melbourne. It is not about the validity, the Power, the worth of my Work. I Know and trust that my Work is Real, and I know that Women constantly grow and learn with what Lunation offers. No. It is simply, that Melbourne is not the Right Work for Me.  I love the Gold Coast area.

And so, dear Reader, Melbourne is cancelled for Me. And I breathe a deep sigh of relief as though a heavy weight is gone. I celebrate the Wisdom and Joy of Knowing, and understanding. I let go (AGAIN) of the need to perform, to give more than is returned, to fit into a box that I will never fit into. And I set my sight on what is Real, where I Do Feel Connection. 

Life is Perfect. There ain't no coincidence!